Pen to paper 4/17/21

Hello everyone and welcome back to my blog. First, let me start off by saying happy 18th birthday to my nephew cam cam. I apologize my depression is getting on my nerves. Making me lose my train of thought or things I'm supposed to be doing or phone calls I'm supposed to be making. I am just trying to get back on track with everything going on in my life right now. Currently, it is an uphill battle to have a normal life, but thank you, Jesus, today was a good day. The house was partially cleaned to my liking food was done by me, breakfast, and dinner. And if you can believe it or not I did a workout from home today, no not just dance or Zumba but a real workout. I wish every day could be like this. I am spending time with my oldest son. We barely communicate without one of us getting our emotions involved. It feels so good. I'm trying to stop and smell the roses, figuratively. No arguing today if you can believe it. Everyone was doing their own thing. I got my homework done. It's going to take time and every day is not going to be as good as today, but I'm a lupus warrior, a fighter. I may have lupus but lupus does not have me or controls my life. Thank you for listening to me today, well reading my blog. I really appreciate it just to get some of my feelings off my chest and onto the laptop it goes for your viewing, that is if anyone is viewing my posts which I doubt, but I still do it. Till next time stay healthy and safe.